Kingston is such a joy to my life, my heart and soul <3 I have such an amazing little family of 3, it's the best thing in the WORLD. Anyways, here was my blog:
"Oh my word. I am writing this now with my little boy napping ever so sweetly ON MY CHEST. What an amazing amazing feeling.
I can't believe he's actually here. Kingston is 5 days old today. He is the most amazing, wonderful, perfect little human being and I am soooo in love and HAPPY. baby blues? I am ecstatic! My life is already so much more enriched because he's in it and Chan and I are literally so overwhelmed with love for him.
Now that he's here, seeing pictures of my pregnant belly give me so much joy. So that's what was in there. That's who I talked to and rubbed and carried with me. Who kicked me and squirmed around night and day. What a miracle.
He is so precious to me. I could not love anything more. I am so so so incredibly thankful he's healthy and happy and blessed with this amazing family of mine.
What a perfect little life I get to take care of. What an AMAZING and supportive husband I have, and what an incredible, loving God I live for.
I feel blessed beyond measure. God is SO good. My life feels so complete <3 "
Reading through this blog again I can't help noticing how many times I use words like "incredible, amazing, joy". There just aren't enough ways to completely and effectively describe how having Kingston has changed my life in such a great way. I remember writing it I was searching for a way to express how utterly perfect and wonderful it felt like and I just couldn't find the words.
I love this life God gave me :) I could not be more thankful or happier for the way things turned out.
