I never thought I could feel so cramped inside my own body.

Just sitting for a half an hour or so makes my ribs sore and I feel like I need to just layout and STRETCH. And he's still got over a month left to double in size. Well, that's if he turns out to be a 8 lb baby. The doctor said she thinks he'll be on smaller side because Chan and I are kinda small haha I'd rather a tinier baby than a big one though! ouch.

I was thinking the other day of all the things I'm going to do with him and I can't wait! He is going to be so incredibly loved by his mom and dad <3 I can't wait to find out what his interests are. I know that will take a few years but I'm so excited. Dinosaurs? Astronauts? Painting? Animals? I don't care what he likes (as long as it's safe). I know I'm always getting excited and interested in something, buying some books and learning about it, and then changing my mind. So if he's anything like me there'll be a lot of that (:

I'm just so excited. Just to meet him! Even though I know him already.  I know when he likes to wiggle the most during the day, I know what song gets him kicking, and how he sometimes likes to punch to a beat. But I want to know what his laugh sounds like. What his smile looks like. The shape and color of his eyes and to see his little hands make a fist.



Oh March
please, please come soon.